[Well. More like he originally thought it was the product of the Overseers' efforts and that they were lowering the magic block a tiny bit, and now he's just got so many terribly bitter emotions about what happened in the house that he's not thinking about it that hard. He almost wouldn't even care if he crumbled and died right now. But only "almost."]
I'll ask Nehan later.
[He. Will not because it gets fixed during trial watch. But he does mean it at the moment]
[ kanda holds so many thoughts and emotions and can verbalize and emote none of them. robin is a bleeding heart and observant, but she doesn't know nearly enough about kanda to begin to guess because she doesn't push boundaries nearly enough.
she nods. ]
If it persists, it'd be good to see what we can find out. Are you all right? I don't mean your shoulder. I've heard that people face things that they won't like when collecting items we need.
[Truly he's just Lan Wangji but worse. (Hoshino voice) Kanda says things with his eyes
But her respecting his boundaries is part of why he doesn't mind her presence that much, so even though she may not know him on a deeply personal level, it means she's more preferable to him than some others.]
Yeah. [He is not alright actually but. It's fine. He'll get through it.] I was warned about it.
[Honestly, he thinks it's better than most of them are used to pain--not because he enjoys suffering, but because the world is not a kind place. If too many of them were soft and naive, they'd have no chance of surviving anything here at all.]
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[ bro she wants her powers back too ]
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[Well. More like he originally thought it was the product of the Overseers' efforts and that they were lowering the magic block a tiny bit, and now he's just got so many terribly bitter emotions about what happened in the house that he's not thinking about it that hard. He almost wouldn't even care if he crumbled and died right now. But only "almost."]
I'll ask Nehan later.
[He. Will not because it gets fixed during trial watch. But he does mean it at the moment]
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she nods. ]
If it persists, it'd be good to see what we can find out. Are you all right? I don't mean your shoulder. I've heard that people face things that they won't like when collecting items we need.
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But her respecting his boundaries is part of why he doesn't mind her presence that much, so even though she may not know him on a deeply personal level, it means she's more preferable to him than some others.]
Yeah. [He is not alright actually but. It's fine. He'll get through it.] I was warned about it.
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Even prepared, it doesn't take away pain, and many of us are too used to it.
[ it's not a good thing, but she acknowledges that it's a true thing.
everyone has suffered. ]
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That's just how it is.
[Honestly, he thinks it's better than most of them are used to pain--not because he enjoys suffering, but because the world is not a kind place. If too many of them were soft and naive, they'd have no chance of surviving anything here at all.]
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[ the world is not kind, but it shouldn't be normal. it should be better. ]
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[And yet here we are being the implied rest of that sentence.]
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[ she understands his implication, but her whole space catholicism is to to be not and yet here we are about it. ]