karlach catchall

[sonorant]

i was not prepared for game start maybe there will be something here later

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[sonorant]

[ that's why she should consider some of the wishes of others that include making room for herself, that she should be selfish every once in a while, but it's not as if robin can hear these thoughts.

if karlach is so focused on killing rondo, robin does think what he wants matters here, too. ]

What is it you want? What do you wish for? What do you think matters right now?

[ablazement]

[it is thoughtshare week, it's possible she could've heard some of that tbh

she stares at robin for a minute.]

I wanted to choose.

[sonorant]

I'm sorry your choice was taken from you. I'm sorry you weren't given that chance.

You should be able to choose for yourself.

[ablazement]

Haven't been able to choose for myself for ages. Ten years. Ten years in the Hells, as a solider, did you know? Did I tell you that?

[a little laugh.]

You're not sorry. Nobody is. If you were, you would've let Daan bleed me out when I asked.

[sonorant]

You didn't deserve any of that. You don't deserve any of this.

[ it does hurt to listen to all this. ]

Is that what you truly want? Do you want your light to go out?

[ablazement]

[her tail whips back and forth angrily.]

No. Of fucking course not. [she says, her voice breaking.] I want to live. I want to live at home, in the Gate, I want to go home.

[another laugh, but it sounds more like a sob.]

I don't care, here. Whatever. I'll be here until I kill someone again.

[sonorant]

[ she takes a small, steadying breath. i want to grant you that wish. but she knows she's powerless to. ]

I care that you're still here. I care enough to want to get you back to your home, and I care that you're hurting right now.

I don't... I don't have any way to make it better, but I'll be here until you don't want me to be.

[ robin doesn't have the heart to kill and revive someone. ]

[ablazement]

[these pcs have aged so poorly

anyway. silence, for a long moment, and then:]

You can stay. I like it when you stay.