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[sonorant]

i know nothing about f&h

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[sonorant]

Is company too much right now?

[recession]

...

I couldn't tell you either which way, to be honest.

I don't know... what to do, say, how to feel.

[sonorant]

[ she hums a little, low and thoughtful. ]

I don't think it's important right for you to know what one thing to say or feel, as long as you do feel something.

[recession]

[ He smokes silently for a minute, exhaling. ]

...I suppose that's the problem in of itself, then.

[sonorant]

[ daan, your nihilism. ]

... If you didn't feel, it wouldn't affect you as it does.

[recession]

It's just the same old thing, isn't it? Again, and again.

I think I felt more devastated when the dog died. There's something wrong with that.

[ A month of this just wears you down, objectively if she had been the first to die he would have felt more but. ]

[sonorant]

... It is frightening to become numb to it, to sink into the nothingness of it. Death of the heart is as tragic as anything else.

[ there is something wrong with that. she agrees. ]

I am tired, too, but if we become too used to it... that makes it worse.

[recession]

Well.

[ He laughs hollowly, a short and dull noise. ]

Don't let me stand in the way of your grieving...

[sonorant]

... I am not saying something you didn't already point out.

[ her voice is soft. she isn't here to argue anything. she only wants to say. ]

You are doing worse.

[recession]

... Maybe.

Or maybe I had a moment where I thought I could do better and I'm learning I can't.

[ He's not really sure where that is, given the everything happening, but maybe there was a brief period between Prehevil and right now where he felt more like a person again. Not anymore! Really just turbo depression, save me. ]

[sonorant]

[ save you? save me, too. ... --- ...

she closes her eyes for a brief moment because she doesn't want to offer anything that sounds false to her ears. the loss has been so intense. ]

I think a moment can change anyone for the better or the worse.

[ it has been a lot of moments for the worse, she's aware. ]

[recession]

[ Help I meant me, Lowe. What is ---, that's scary. ]

Sure. You're not wrong. We're all just moments in the end.

...

Sorry, I just don't really have anything else to say.

[sonorant]

[ i know you meant you, lowe. I MEANT ME, ARA, TOO. dotdotdot DASHDASHDASH dotdotdot that's robin.

but it's all in bracket text because what is she but a PERFORMER WHO'S NOT QUITE A CLOWN. when will you give us clown chart again

she shakes her head. ]

I didn't come here to make anything happen. I came here to be here.

[recession]

[ I believe in Robin the most. HELP was clown chart ever that popular, I mean I could do it I'm ready any game. ]

...

Thanks.

[sonorant]

[ they can now vibe in silence before tomorrow makes things worse, maybe

see you next week (tomorrow) ]