[ i have forgotten who all robin has told about penacony, but you can handwave that she's told him the basics of how penacony works as a dream world. ]
It is because dreams are never too far from me. [ when she isn't touring anyway. ] Because even in a world where you can enter dreams... I think you should want to wake up.
[ her whole life has been turned upside down because of dreams. ]
A dream should be distinguished from reality, but I also think you should be able to make some dreams a reality. They can be a reprieve, but it's sad if they're an escape.
It should not be the only way for someone to live.
My views might be skewed a bit, since I've recently had a pretty bad experience where dreaming was concerned. A shared dark premonition of unpleasant things to come, that sort of thing. I definitely wish that thing stayed distinct from reality... but I know that's not the type you mean.
...Somewhat as it sounds. When I first arrived in Prehevil, I saw a pretty awful dream.
Turned out to be not so much just a dream, once I learned all the other passengers on the train had the same one, and the man in said dream turned out to be the orchestrator for the nightmare we all experienced then.
trapped and trapped again is the feeling she gets from this. too tired and too trapped with the claws of grief that won't let go. the situation is worrying in a lot of ways. penacony is submerged in depression, but it's not that level of horror. ]
... You must be very tired of cults and sacrifices.
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I do want to be a light that can shine through even in a dream, but... somehow, it's a little embarrassing to hear someone else say it.
[ it's different than people describing her superstar status. that's what she's used to. ]
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Through even in a dream... why does that ring a bell, again?
[ I feel like she's mentioned how Penacony works a little bit but my rl memory is not 100%. Everything happens so much. ]
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It is because dreams are never too far from me. [ when she isn't touring anyway. ] Because even in a world where you can enter dreams... I think you should want to wake up.
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Pretty interesting thing to say, not that I disagree with you...
What is a dream to you?
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[ her whole life has been turned upside down because of dreams. ]
A dream should be distinguished from reality, but I also think you should be able to make some dreams a reality. They can be a reprieve, but it's sad if they're an escape.
It should not be the only way for someone to live.
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...Can't stay running forever, can you?
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What do you mean by a shared dark premonition?
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Turned out to be not so much just a dream, once I learned all the other passengers on the train had the same one, and the man in said dream turned out to be the orchestrator for the nightmare we all experienced then.
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[ a shared experience like that.... terrible. ]
How did you escape?
[ also lowe WHERE IS MY MEMORY ]
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...I... don't. I'm sometimes not even sure I actually ever did, because I just... came here, instead.
[ Anyway it's kind of weird timing for it because it doesn't have to do with him 'escaping' the nightmare but she can have this memory. ]
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trapped and trapped again is the feeling she gets from this. too tired and too trapped with the claws of grief that won't let go. the situation is worrying in a lot of ways. penacony is submerged in depression, but it's not that level of horror. ]
... You must be very tired of cults and sacrifices.
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Kinda putting it lightly, to be honest...
But yeah.
[ Obviously no blame on her, it's just. Yeah. Boy, he is tired. ]
Not happy to be here for more reasons than the plain and obvious.
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[ she can't pretend to know when she doesn't. ]
What answers are you searching for?
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[ He's reasonable. ]
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What that symbol means. Who it belongs to. Why the ritual... what goal it accomplishes.
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Not usually so extreme as to make multiple living sacrifices, but...
Well. It being so extreme is what's particularly outstanding about it to begin with, I suppose.
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{ ... ]
You don't have to answer, but your family.... were they also....?
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All occult. But if you mean blood-family, not as a sacrifice.
They left of their own volition.
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[ He's not the 'force yourself to move on' type of guy but it really has been a while. Complicated feelings will remain complicated. ]
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It still shapes your life and your history even if you have accepted it as much as you can. What of... your wife?
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In a... ritual circle, with that symbol...
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I'm so sorry. It must be why you're seeking out this cult.
[ or at least part of the reason why. ]
I hope you can find your answers soon, once we're out of all this.
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We'll see what happens.
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... Are you losing hope?
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